why did things have to become like that

why did you leave me here, where did you go?

i remember the times we spent all the laughter and joy.

laughing feels different now

joy ain't real no more

darling wont you have me back

darling i need you

darling god knows what i'll do to have you by my side

i still want to run away with you

somewhere only we know

somewhere no one can find us

i want your eyes to be on me

i want my eyes to be on you

fuck this shit...

Dear blog. Things have really changed every since i used tumblr. I remembered she told me when i was away she used to check you every single day even though there weren't any new posts. Dear blog i feel different, i don't write as much as i used to on my posts nowadays. Dear blog i still remember this post when we first got together

"everything went really well today
freaking awesome
had a great time
gonna enjoy my life a lot now with someone awesome by my side :)
Love You!"

Dear blog you hold all of the best memories of my life. Dear blog you remind me of everything, you remind me of how i used to be, you make me smile.

I remember kuching,skating,going crazy over owl city, making presents for my special girl.

Dear blog i hope everything will be alright soon, i promise when things get better, i'll start posting here again because for me, this is a happy blog and tumblr is a sad blog.

I remember the first time we kissed,i remember the first time we held hands. I remember what she was wearing on valentine's day, she was so beautiful.

I don't know if she'll come back to me but if she doesn't, i just pray that the other guy will take really good care of her and that he doesn't hurt her and that she will be really happy.

Dear blog, i can honestly say that i still love her a lot and i can honestly say that i've never cheated on her or intentionally hurt her cause i am not that kinda person.

Wont be blogging here anymore.

Im using tumblr now.

www.sundayneedsmonday.tumblr.com

finally threadless arrived.

tmrw got sch

gotta wake up at 7.30 sian...

assignment is 2 days overdue sian...

HEELFLIPS COME BACK PLEASEE!

Alright its erm friday now and just got back from a really good skate sesh! good day niggas!

So today woke up around 11am? then went to meet Grace for lunch then headed to her house. Chill for a while then followed her to town. She went to meet her friends then i went to meet the guys to skate. Skated SMU then plaza sing.

Didn't film much today, fuck la. Shouldn't skate at night cant film shit. Okay maybe im to blame cause i forgot to bring my powderful torch light. Sian.. But skating was really fun today. Fucking team S.K.A.T.E is damn fun like knnbccb si bei du lan fierce. Shit lah why didnt i bring my torch light!!!!!!! Damn. Oh well can film another day. Delay no more!

Glad i got to meet Grace today. Tomorrow got a super late father's day dinner. Cool.

Fuck! i need a new deck cause it look likes the wood is fucking seperating! and new bearings too.

But but im broke as usual. Sian.

AND HEELFLIPS!! I FUCKING LOST EM. KNNBCCB SI BEI DU LAN UN-FIERCE. LAST TIME SO CONSTANT NOW LIKE WHAT LIKE WHATTT!!!

ok i just got home and i got a subway cookie in my bag.

i gotta bathe cause i smell like your ass.

Bye.

I WANNA MAKE A MUSIC VIDEO ON OWL CITY'S ON THE WING.

SHALL START ON IT SOON :)

red wine all the time.

Look at the way berra is staring at mike v.

" what did you said about me girl?"

wtf im bored and sleepy.

tired.

Goodnight.

Oh and good luck baby for your exams :)

Love ya!

And if i made a promise could i stay by your side?

Alright, hmmm let me seeeeeee.

Stayed over at aaron's place with neek wednesday to thusday.

Haha skated at like freaking 3am, got chased away but some woman.

But the whole thing was an epic fail cause like no mood to skate and shit.

Ended up sitting one corner with 4 bottled drinks talking crap.

Fun though. Great day :)

Okay so my school holiday is extended for another month because of the

H1N1 thing. Some girl is infected with it, got it from her boyfriend because

he went butter factory. Haha dope.

Grace has a fever ):

hope she gets well and hope it doesnt affect her when she does her lit paper tmrw!

all the best dear!

Gonna go to the flea thing this sunday at Mt sophia. See if can get some shoes

or a backpack hahaha or something. Anything!. Im still kinda broke though.

And nike debacle is fucking awesome, its damn original and shit.

I WANNA GO READING FESTIVAL SOMEDAY

THE LINE UP IS FUCKINGGG AWEOSME LIKE KNNBCCB DU LAN NAH BEI SI BEI FIERCE.

Ok im tired.

That's it.

Goodnight Niggas!!

looks like a good movie.

i wanna watch this shit.

Random ass monkeys

Random ass bat

Yeahhhh.. A&W nigga! really awesome food.

Jet ski, that's what it's called right?
Had a really fun time riding it.
Fucking fast, i wanna own one next time.
hehe

" you go and you kill them, no questions, no mercy. Just kill them"

And damn man! the 2nd night we went to some huge seafood restaurant and the owner owns like 3 sharks! WTF. Like fucking random 3 big ass sharks in his mini pond. HAAH damn poor thing, like no space to swim and shit but wtf how does he feeds em? Haha im sure he like threatens his kids " eh you better listen to pa pa or else i feed you to sam and jam" HAHA bet he threatens his irritating wife also.

So yeah quite an awesome holiday!

Peace.

im blessed

Alright so hmm pretty much skated every single day. There, my first week of the holiday is gone gone gone! Time really flies. Flies too fast. Wayy to fast damn it. One more week to go. How!? Assignments not even done yet! Damn nigga! 

Shit im like damn broke damnit. 

Must try to save save, spend appropriately.

One more week.

The thought of it sucks.

Love park bores me now. But really friendly and pro people there :)

Sometimes i wish time like just stops. Totally stops.

Then i wanna be laying on a big green grassland and staring up at the stars,

feeling the cool breeze as it brushes past my face.

I would've nothing to worry about and nothing bothering me.

Ok damn random.

Bye

I'LL BE BACKK

on monday.

Baby got her guns out.

Alright so went to Singapore Flyer with Grace last friday :)

Freaking awesome. Took polaroids and photobooth the whole ride hahah
After that headed to Suntec electronic fair thing with her friends and had dinner at kenny rogers.
Left at around 8.30 to meet linus and aaron. They were skating at somerset.
Grace dropped by again cause she was passing by :)
Chilled at cine then headed home.
Flyer was awesome, love you Grace :)

Went Singapore flyer again the next day with my family.
Took photos and shit. The ride felt longer compared to the day before?
oh well.
I took it at night with my family so it was fucking awesome.
The lights and everything, yeahhh..

Went to Grace house today at around ummm 12 plus?
Lazed around.
Met neek later around 4 plus.
Followed him to his stage spot to skate.

After skating went to buy drinks
sat down one corner and chill and talk crap.
Just sat and watched cars passing by
like depressed old man with bottles of beer in their hand.

LOVE PARK TOMORROW BITCHES!!

$4500 fan made lord of the rings film!

http://www.thehuntforgollum.com/watchfilm.htm

The holidays are here!

Beneath the candy coated clouds.

Used up 4 shots already

The other 2 are with Grace

6 shots left.

Alright so im really tired nowadays which is not good at all haha.

There wasn't a presentation last week so i totally slacked,

so yeah had to pay the price for slacking la.

Presentation's tomorrow and i still have a lot to do.

Came home at 4 and slept for 2 hours plus. 

Gonna stay awake till my assignment is done

and im still slacking, writing this post haha oh well...

Mhmm so tomorrow's the last day of school before my 2 week break.

Awesome shit.

Still gotta do some assignments during the holidays though but

they're sorta easy peasy ones. Sorta la..i dont know.

I wanna skate now! Fuck la.

Oh gonna meet Grace tomorrow! Singapore Flyer! WOO!! :D

Doesn't this place looks fucking awesome.

Like some big grasshill and canyons and all damn nice!!

Owl city's adam young is playing in this picture :)

I wanna go this kinda place one day.

America? New Zealand?

ok back to reality

im suppose to be doing my assignment!

LOVE SKATEPARK(unofficial one) next week yall!

Bye.

If only we could leave this city.

Alright woke up around umm 12 plus today? Dad brought us to hogs breath cafe for lunch at amk. 

Not really good food and the place was kinda empty. The portions were huge la bloody hell. Got damn full even before the main course arrived. So yeah didnt finish my food so ta pauuu home haha.Then my parents went to find sky fruits. Some random fruit thingy that helps your body in all aspects and shit like that.

Soo at around 4 plus headed to the airport. Had dinner before that at bedok. Went to see my cousin. They were flying to melbourne to meet my other cousin who's studying there.

Okay got church tomorrow and im still not done with any of my homework. Didn't even come up with a new concept. Urgh im dead. Got some bowling thing tomorrow and my bro's playing. Like some mini competition. Good luck nigga!

Hmmmm holidays are coming up soon. Although its 2 weeks only but its better than nothing.

Eat

Com

Sleep

Go out

Skate

Movies

Stayover

my holidays are settled

ok knn ccb better sleep or i'll be like a zombie tomorrow

shit. 

My polaroid still hasn't arrived.Crapp...

Oh well.

Just downloaded the whole season 6 of Family Guy.

Gonna watch it now before meeting Grace.

Bye.

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I swear you're perfect.

Its like everytime i meet you, i dont want to leave you.

I want to sit with you and talk forever.

So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll remain gold forever.

Bored.

Alright, its monday. Had trouble waking up today...as usual. JC's having their holidays already, not fair la. But poly started later so yeah..oh well.

Today nothing much happen. Didnt do my drawing assignment. I swear even though i use the stickies in my macbook i still forget all my homework. Damn! So the teacher was like telling us a lot of year 2s got retained because they didnt do their homework. Damn!

Everyone was really bored today so spammed photobooth and watched funny videos.Serious i think with a macdonalds in my school im having like macs minimum 3-4 times a week and that's fucking unhealthy.

Went out with the guys last saturday to celebrate neek's belated birthday. It was fun, going crazy and laughing and skating and all that crap.

Somerset,haji lane then neeks home. Suppose to stayover but went to meet grace instead. Really sorry guys!

Gonna go Singapore Museum tomorrow, class outing thingy.

Gotta go do my colour theory assignment cause it's due tomorrow! Damn!

When's my polaroid cam gonna arrive!

The last part's fucking funny!

when the judges went "what language was that?"

I can feel your heartbeat across the grass

Damn, no time to blog nowadays. Either too busy or too tired.

Lets see....

-Last week went for skatefest 3, damn fun.

-Happy belated birthday to Hong zheng, Neek and Junda!

-Presntation's tomorrow..urhg

-Class photoshoot thing next week

-Class outing, Sigapore Museum

cant remember anything else.

  

As I press my lips to yours
And i pull you closer to my heart
I close my eyes and hope you know
That i'll love you to the end
You're one of many in the world, 
But the only one in mine
I can only hope with all my heart
That if you love me
You won't let go
Forever here to let me know
My love will be returned

I'll hold onto you tightly.

i want more time!

Let's see hmmm...
Saturday wanted to go skatefest2.5 but didnt cause before that i went to chong wah's house and he didnt wanna go cause he felt ill so i did'nt go too cause i had to leave early and shit. Cant wait for skatefest 3 though! wooo!!

Sunday attended paul the musical meeting in church and didnt pay attention at all. I hope on the acutal day things won't get messed up because of me. I have a feeling its gonna get messed up anyway. Thousands of people are gonna be there man. Kids. Hard to handle kids. Great.
After that followed Grace and her mum for lunch at novena. Some western restaurant, Vines. Great food and thanks for the treat aunty! hahaha. After that headed to Queensway and Grace bought her Asics. Glad i could spend half the day with ya! :)

Monday. My lecturer told us we dont gotta do "why is tomorrow worth waking up for" anymore. WOOO YESS!!!!! However there's are new topic now. "Make me beautiful" WHAT??? And it's still related to sophie's world..urgh.


School starts at 10am tomorrow so i get 1 extra hour of sleep. Shiok...love wednesdays.

We were watching the clouds up above in the sky and feeling as if nothing else in the world matters.

I wish we had more time.

Haha
Happy third monthsary dear!
i love you! :D

On the crystal sand we lie hand in hand

and i'll be like the flowers in your hand

the clothes on your body and

the kiss from your lips.

Whoa today is awesome cause i only went school for 15minutes. Last night i was fucking sleepy and damn irritated cause i needed to get a lot of stuff done and shit like that. So this morning i prepared my presentation 1 hour before the actual shit HAHA. So went to school, presented and im surprised i scored pretty well for a damn last minute work. So headed home to film my video. And im happy i managed to come up with a concept and filmed it down. Awesome! so now the filming is done, all i gotta do is edit it later. Hope it doesnt turn out bad.

Chao!

The heat kills me but the air conditioning brings me back to life.

Alright. It's fucking warm these past few days, like really. I hate the heat! its killing me. 

I cant think, i cant sleep well, i dont wanna do my homework and i dont wanna go to school. Haha i blame that all on the weather. 

I really dont know what to blog, im just in my room topless and with the air con on, HAHA.

School's starting tomorrow and i didnt have school last friday...awesome. This was because the final presentation was on thursday so friday was freeeeeee.I really must say that with just one extra day off, im back to my old pig self, becoming lazy and all. Oh well. Not really looking forward to tomorrow. Gotta wake up early and all and the heat is making things worse.

But the good thing is that Grace is gonna come to my school tomorrow :) :) Guess that makes monday worth waking up for! haha missing that girl like mad ahhhh!! :)

Oh and the presentation in front of my director wasnt so bad afterall. It didnt go as bad as i expected it to be cause i was really nervous but i did some "making sense" thinking that made the fear all go away, so yeap it was kinda cool.

Oh and Happy Mother's Day mum!! Oh and my bro's birthday's tomorrow, Happy Birthday to you!! in advance haha maybe gonna buy him his magic the gathering thing he's been wanting haha

That stupid girl is at some fashion show now. Hurry get back home, i wanna talk to you!!!

thats all.

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean up and touch the treetops over town.

Last year's Christmas

mmmm...
i still remember.